reporting from rochester

i'm at the mayo clinic in rochester, mn.
a hefty 4+ hour drive from duluth
which was made at 5:30 this a.m.
i slept the whole way down.
karenna is in an appointment right now
and i'm just dicking around on the computer.
we're going to the mall of america after her appointments are all done
but i don't think i'll spend so much
because i can't quite afford to.
i'm a mess.
it's like i'm sitting around
anxious as fuck
waiting for something to happen
but nothing in particular
just waiting around
on the edge of my seat
paranoia
for nothing.

i bring out the worst in you
and you try to let me know
you bring out the worst in me
anxiety
anxiety

i adore that song.
it will be the next lyrical speel i post next time i'm on.

since i've already posted that my aspiration to be a good mother someday has vanished
by sole goal in life is to see dane cook live

so upon going to go look for tickets so i can get that out of the way
and die pleased i find..

oct. 7, 2005
dane cook live in colorado
an approximate 15 hour and 44 minute drive from duluth
$44.50 for tickets, with an additional $12 parking fee
hm. who shall i go with?
oh yeah,
no one.
guess it's just me and daney then.

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